Tumblr for Blackberry

Now this is exciting! I can view my dashboard thru this app. Muffin will surely love it. :)

Meet my number 1 and my only 1. Raja Athirah. I love you Muffin!

Meet my number 1 and my only 1. Raja Athirah. I love you Muffin!

today i was single

i was single today.
she didn’t call, message, chat or what so ever.
she didn’t even care to ask about my exams when i called.
instead i got nagged by her.
all the 3-4 times i called, same thing happen.
so i was stucked alone.
awesome habit girlfriend.
keep it up!

It Hurts

it hurts when you start making your own conclusion.

it hurts when you assume.

it hurts when you call me stupid.

it hurts when you say i don’t love you.

it hurts when you say i’m with another girl.

it hurts when you’re hurt.

it hurts every time you only think about the bad things i do.

it hurts when you forget about all the beautiful things i do to you.

it hurts that you remember none about me.

it hurts that you don’t trust me.

it hurts that you get mad over things i don’t hide to you.

it hurts that you feel i don’t want to spend my time with you.

it hurts every time you use all the vulgar words towards me.

it hurts when you disrespect me.

it hurts that you like to compare between me and your ex’s.

it hurts every time you hang up on me.

it hurts every time you forget that i actually love you so much.

it hurts that you don’t even love me.

it hurts that you don’t even care for me.

it hurts every time you break my heart.

it hurts god damn it! it hurts a lot.

Think about the things i do for you.

Think about it.

P/S: I am officially heart broken! Thank You!

Not a Good Day.

today just started out bad. all my assignments have been piled up and still not done. i had to take the cab to college and reached college without information that accounts assignment had to be submitted today. i was lucky there that it was done. had to rush with the marketing presentation which was just effin bad and got a feedback that the topic wasn’t relevant with the article. that was shites! can’t even go for holiday with family this weekend because of these effin assignment. DIU LA!

It’s Complicated

when ‘someone’ is so good to the ‘partner’, ‘partner’ will say that ‘someone’ is too good for ‘partner’ and ‘someone, deserves a better person.

when ‘someone’ is so bad to the ‘partner’, partner will say that ‘someone’ is being such a jerk and an asshole but ‘partner’ will never leave but sometimes leave upon situation.

so which one does actually the ‘partner’ wants? maybe ‘someone’ should be the good asshole.

people are just created to be complicated. ergh.

Amazing Day!

what a wonderful day today. went out with her the whole day today. the time when i have my bad hair day, with the bad boy hair cut, that’s the time when the dad wants me to come in the house to meet. well at last i got to meet the parents and baby ryan. amazing activities went on today plus foosing. i lost twice to her and she kept on saying she learned from the best and maybe it was because she was having my shirt on. had a lot of alien mode today with her. :)

LOVE YOU BABY! xoXoxoxOXO

Brokedown

the car is still in a mess. something leaked out of the car making it breaking down every time i drive. that’s the problem when u want to drive an old an BMW 7 series. anyone knows where i can find parts for an E23 7 series?

au revoir.

here’s the thing. why do u have to lie? why do u have to give explanation that doesn’t make sense. it really does break my heart. more over when ur out with him. why can’t u still see? don’t i give enough? don’t i show enough? I’m such an idiot. why can’t u give a little care for my feelings? I’m just a little over jealous. u like to get mad over little things. i’ve never run away from ur attitude. it disappoints me. if u only u could see the things i’ve done for u.

p/s: I LOVE YOU.

ouh hello tumblr!

erm. let me see whats so good bout tumblr. they have the app for blackberry too. nice. im gonna like it.